21. Depression.

The worst feeling of when one wants to scream on top of their lungs and let it all out but is forced to shut the gates of emotions. All the frustration and sorrow have to be bottled up and made to throw deep into the ocean where no one could ever fish it. This clogging of emotions initially turns into the term known as depression. It is said that depression is like being colourblind and constantly told how colourful the world is. In a certain stage at depression, one becomes so paralysed that any sort of emotions whether fear or happiness is directly converted to the feeling of numbness. Depression feels like a person has fallen into a black hole and there is no way out. A place where one loses its ability to feel or care.
People always linger around with a particular perception about people who suicide that why didn’t he or she commit the deal of sacrificing their own life? Here understanding that every human being’s tolerance towards maintaining their emotional levels is very different from one another. The feeling of feeling nothing is quite terrifying to imagine, but perhaps for the victims even more daunting.
Asking for help is the key to escape the torturous trap of depression. Never allow oneself to think for once that there isn’t a way out and that there won’t be a sunny day even between thunder and storms. There are people especially for people suffering from the haunting nightmares that depression brings along waiting to help one and save one from losing oneself into the maze. It won’t be a short process like a walk in the park but within days positivity will be sprinkled in one’s life. One can see the storms passing and just between the dark clouds peeks a tiny ray of sunlight to bring back hope into one’s life. The purpose of life would be clear.